To be honest, rasa nak quit.
One of the reason i keep myself busy, untuk jaga hati sendiri.
Especially bila surrounding i busy dengan kerja masing2.
Second why I always busy, my parents since kecil lagi dah ajar I. "if you want something, work for it".
Banyak yang I teringin dulu yg i tak dapat. Bila dah besar dah ada duit sendiri, I beli apa yang I nak. Sebab apa? sebab I nk juga merasa ada barang sendiri. Walaupun orang akan nampak mcm membazir.
Dulu I mmg someone yang berjimat sbb fikirkn orang lain daripada diri sendiri.
But now i wonder,
kerja I mmg selalu busy sampai diri sendiri takde rehat. I dont mind. at least boleh kurangkan beban orang untuk sara I.
If you can't accept my busyness find I'll quit all this thing (job) and follow what's right.
Remember I will not be the same person after I change.
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I just wanna say sorry. Lately ni a lot of things happened with no reason.
to be honest I do have mix feeling kejap rasa ok kejap rasa tak. I dont know why.
Why lately ni I main PUBG pun sbb try to avoid untuk fikir benda sedih. With game dapat ease kan everything. Entahlah..
Apa yang I tengok from my past, yes banyak benda yang kalau boleh putar balik masa nak fix kan everything. boleh rancang semua balik semula. Makin lama makin sedih.
For you, im so sorry dengan apa yang jadi. I dah jarang contact u, call u mcm sebelum ni. bunyi macam nk jauhkn diri semua. No tak pun cuma I cari space untuk diri I (which is wrong) I tak patut buat macam tu dekat u. Penat u kerja cari duit sara family u n bnyak blanja I, bagi duit blanja lagi support I time I betul2 susah semua. I'm trully sorry.
Lately ni pun kalau kol tak banyak topik nk bualkan. u pun dah start ragu2 dengan apa i buat semua (ada juga I terasa sometimes bila u tiba kata i boleh dengan orang lain) memang tak la!
cuma maybe i pun dah start busy kn diri isi masa kosong dengan benda lain.
Sorry I'm not perfect as u think I am.
To be honest letting u go is something that I will regret for the rest of my life but..
You really2 deserve someone better than me.
Thank you and sorry
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First of all I just want to say thank you for everything you did to me. It is hard to find someone who are truly care, concern and loyal towards me. I've been together with plenty of people who loved to take advantage on me before.
Regarding to my trust issue, I do believe you (if I can smell something fishy about anything, no worries I will corporate with you and discuss on what actually happen back then). P.S: I'm not that mean okay hahahahaha... even though sometimes I piss off and remain silent for awhile hihi.
I do love you no matter how good or bad you are. I don't seek for people pocket money or treat them like my slave to follow my command NOPE absolutely NO. If you feel that way confront me and we can talk. Don't be afraid of me, I don't bite 😜
You know me well, You know when I'm not in the mood, hungry (my grumpy face will show up😂),
keep busy watching videos on Instagram and Youtube, sometimes I'm being lazy to go out. You can cook (that's one of my favorite exactly especially your grill salmon THE BOMB). Sorry for the accident happen. You are too sweet and really love me so much, I can tell. Again thank you
I remembered that one time when I feel down and think to much on what should I do during my dad health issue. Afraid to visit him at the hospital (because I wasn't ready and strong to see my dad condition) then you said "baik you pergi tengok your dad, time macam ni mesti dia nak kan anak2 dia ada dengan dia bagi support." of course la I nangis dulu before jumpa dia hahhahahahaha and you rush from work to hospital to see me hahahahahha rasa macam budak kecik je.
Orait Adios nk sambung kerja
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Keputusan yang aku buat ni betul ke,
Rasa sakit sangat. Aku memang sayangkan dia sampai bila2 bila ingat dia air mata ni tak henti2 keluar. Sejujurnya aku memang tak kuat nak tempuh benda ni.
Dialah lelaki yang paling terbaik yang aku pernah jumpa, sayang aku, terima baik buruk aku, sentiasa sabar layan kerenah aku, sanggup tahan telinga bila aku marah. Seorang yang kuat sabar dengan perangai aku.
Dialah yang sambut tangan aku bila aku jatuh, bagi kata2 semangat dekat aku bila aku down. Pandai ambik hati aku, even sometimes dia rasa down tak pernah nak tunjukkan kat aku.. "awak sememangnya lelaki yang terbaik yang saya pernah ada". Yang tak kisah tentang size aku, penampilan aku, support karier baru aku, pandai pujuk kalau aku merajuk, pandai masak, pandai cari duit.
Aku hope sangat semua bnda dia ada untuk fulfil kan parents aku. Decision aku buat mmg betul2 sakit and terpaksa act kuat. Time malam slalu menangis rinduuuu sangat jiwa ni dengan dia, tapi takut nak luahkan..
Saya cintakan awak sangat.
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Lawak gila malam tadi menyakat hafiz n syahirah dekat bilik bawah...
Asalnya plan dengan kak Afza nak temankan dia ambik air dekat bawah, tup tup telinga ni dengar bunyi diorng bukak movie kuat pulak dalam bilik..
tetiba tanduk pun apa lagi keluar la..asalnya nk takutkan bunyi mcm hantu ke apa tapi taknak lah phobia dah sbb diri sndiri kena kacau...
okokok balik ke story balik first bunyi cakar2 kat pintu tak dengar pulak diorang, kali ketiga baru dengar terus stop bunyi diorng tutup movie....
hahahaahha yang paling lawak..
Hafiz: Syahirah, kau dengar tak? shhhh
Syahirah:Bunyi apa ouh..Kau rasa?
Hafiz: Aku rasa Cik T (tikus)
hahahhaah puaslah la diorng pakai torch light phone usha bawah pintu siap nk call orang atas lagi haaa suruh turun yelah dah 2 3 pagi kan sapa tak gerun..
syahirah dh fikir kak pon dah pun...
end up aku dah penat terus terjah je diorang mau menjerit diorng hahahahahhahahaahahahahahahah patut buat rekoding haaa baru nampak...😂😂😂😂😂
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Stress nya!! semua tak kena haihhhh... perut mragam lagi. mengantuk pun rasa nk tidur lama lg je.
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